it doesn’t get any better than this….


backtrack: Pangkin’s Christening

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Lance with Daddy and Mommy

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Lance and Mommy (my sis)

Farewell

Berrie died last Friday.
I’m on my way to the office when Mama texted me that Berrie is having a seizure, I told Mama to go to the Vet’s clinic and I immediately get off the bus and headed to Novaliches.

When I arrived at Vet’s clinic I saw Berrie with Dextrose and gasping her breath. I touched her, she recognized by wiggling her tail.

We decided to confine her so that Vet can attend to her, when we are about to leave, Berrie stand up and I told wow! your okay and getting stronger. Kaya mo yan baby.

After lunch Vet called up, saying Berrie died.
Shocked and it feels like loosing a member of the family. =(
Sabi ni Mama, parang hinintay nia lang akong maka uwi at makita sia.

Berrie, I will miss you. I’m so sorry.
We will miss you.


musing

updates on Berrie’s condition.

Akala namin simpleng diarrhea lang ang sakit nia, pero hindi pala she also start vomiting and ayaw talagang kumain (almost 1 week na). Mama asked the vet kung ano dapat na ipainom namin, also told the vet kung ano mga observations nia ke Berrie. Sabi ni vet painumin daw namin ng “Bonamine” para matigil ang pag vomit.

I also check out the internet based on Mama’s observation. see here.

After painumin ng Bonamine i told Mama to continue observing Berrie at kung me effect nga yung pinainom namin. Kaso hindi pa rin daw so i decided na dalhin na nia si Berrie sa clinic ni Vet.

Sabi ni Vet, Berrie has PYOMETRA and infections sa uterus at nagka lumps na (parang UTI sa tao). Akala rin nmin na in HEAT na si Berrie pero yung discharge daw nia ay due to the infections. Vet injected antibiotics and prescribe some medicines. Vet also cleaned and cut the hair surrounding Berrie’s flower of the ocean.

Kawawa naman ang alaga ko. I’m really hoping na she can survive this. =(

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my pren Rona is convincing me to take MBA, kaso umaandar na naman pagka LIBRA ko at ang hirap na naman mag decide. Classes will start on June and Schedule is every SAT 8am-8pm. Reasons why im having this second thougths are: 1. am I choosing the right course or career path? 2. how about schedules? my work pa naman is very demanding. 3. Pano kung magka baby? pde mag stop pero parang ang hirap ituloy. 4. Dagdag gastos, pano yung pangarap naming bahay? …..dami noh, sugal pa rin sia.
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On changing status from SINGLE to MARRIED, hay naku til now SSS pa lang ang naa-update namin. We still have problem sa BIR, kasi pala kung saan ka unang na register na Regional District Office (RDO) eh doon ka dapat mag pa change then request for a transfer RDO sa current company mo. Si Bernard nasa Malolos Bulacan pa yung RDO nia hay bummer.

Wow!

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Get well soon…

Berrie, my 4 years old japanese spitz, mother to 5 (my cuties).

She has diarrhea.
Get well baby.


weekend swimming

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Swimming Pool @ Phil. Columbian Paco, Manila
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Bernard and Swimming classmate (only 4 yrs. old)

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Can’t swim…time of the month eh, so i take pix and read books while waiting for my husband.


why?

what is wrong with me? been feeling very low often. depression is hounding me. lot’s of things are pilling up and i cant find ways to resolve it.

But never will i put down my fences, need to motivate myself hard and bring back my focus. look for something that will keep me going.

btw, we started swimming again. (at phil columbian) that’s one thing i should look forward to every weekend. I should master my freestyle.

hmmmm… do you think i just need to go shopping?


who am i?

- i’m a LIBRA born in the year of the DRAGON. (76)

- a half ilocana, my father is from pangasinan, so GULAY is in the top of my food list. before, i speak Ilocano fluently but since my lola died. Hindi na kami nakauwi sa pangasinan.

- i have this weird experience when my Lola died. Kasi i’m her favorite apo, (kasi nga first apo) everytime i go for a vacation during school break. Bago ako matulog she will continously rub my legs with her hand until na makatulog ako, And the night she died at hindi pa namin alam dahil nandito kami sa manila…nakaramdam ako ng malamig na himas sa legs ko na kahit i-wrapped ko ang sarili ko sa kumot eh nararamdam ko pa rin. Ayun kinabukasan nalaman namin namatay sia sa Sinehan (heart attacked)ng mag isa. =(

- i’m the eldest daughter of my parents. I only have one sibling.
Pero dapat tatlo kami kasi kambal yung kapatid ko but the other one died at 5 yo. =(

- i love eating ala-tiris! (sarisa) when i was a kid. Mama always forced me to sleep after lunch (siesta) sa sobrang tigas ng ulo ko pag nakatulog na sia tatakas nako. minsan nahuli nia akong tumakas at nakita sa pinaka tuktok ng punong ala-tiris ayun habang pababa ako tinataga na nia yung puno huhuhu. Yun ang huling araw na makita ko ang paborito kong puno.

- favorite weird food is yung paksiw na isda eh isasabay ko sa kanin na me sabaw na kape. sarap hee!

- my HS ambition is to be a flight stewardess. my tita always say that i’m bagay sa work because i have nice legs (ano konek?, siguro dahil laging naka mini skirts?). But after realizing na hindi nako tumatangkad eh nag kompyuter na lang ako.

- i love bright colors and some say i’m good on choosing happy colors. Minsan nga feeling ko nagiging Kris Aquino nako sa tingkad ng mga kulay ko. eew!

- i never use any deodorant on my under arm. Wala naman kasing amoy. except pag whole day na at di pko naliligo… pero amoy pawis lang naman haha.

- i love to swim. latest swimming adventure is, snorkeling without the life vest. i’m so proud!

- i’m a frustrated mountaineer, been at the top of mount makulot in batangas and trekking at the mountains of Baler Quezon, which leads to a beautiful beach. (dunno the name)it’s such a nice feeling when you are in the mountains and thanking GOD for all the nature creations. BEAUTIFUL!

- Never kong nakaya manood ng scary movies! napaka lawak kasi ng imaginations ko. I also tried watching but nangyayari eh nakatakip at pikit yung mga mata ko at tatanungin ko sa katabi ko kung ano na nangyari. Kainis nga sasabihin lang sakin eh “Manood ka kasi!

- i can be so bitchy if needed, matagal akong mapikon. i can just ignore someone instantly. beats me attitude. Also a jolly person as in crazy hell talaga.

- i think i can never be bossy to anyone, napaka low profile ko. I hate it sometimes, napakabait ko kasi. hmpt!

- what’s inside my kikay kit? body shop lip and cheek tint, Natural rice 3 in 1 foundation, mac syrup A54 lipstick, Mauve lip polish, Canus milk lotion, king floss, nail cutter, Nivea lip care, Sherani protein mascara, rosary, D&G perfume.

- My latest weird thing is, I love the smell of paper coming out from the printer. Amoy lemon morning breeze.


What Gender Is Your Brain?

Your Brain is 73.33% Female, 26.67% Male

Your brain leans female

You think with your heart, not your head

Sweet and considerate, you are a giver

But you’re tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you!


Let us tell the world of his LOVE

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The greatest love the world has known.